Helpless. And then some.

I hate this feeling. I hate not being there for someone when I feel I have to. It also sucks when the effort isn't even appreciated, ignored, or even worse, rejected. I haven't been there much for the highs (because I didn't really have a choice), and I also couldn't be there for the lows.

I was looking forward to certain days, when all plans always fall through. This sucks.

I also have this unnerving feeling of... well, I don't know what. I feel as if you're avoiding me. And why do we suddenly seem to argue over the smallest things these past few days? Or maybe this is just paranoia.