It's hard to pretend that things are all right. That things are fine and dandy, and "normal." I never realized how hard it is to act natural, when things get awkward.
Oh shut up, Hogi. Consider this an "actor's challenge."
"Actor's nightmare" is more like it, hahaha. Thanks for the term, Sir Jaime.
To repeat what I had told Teena, if anyone had given me a hug today, I probably would've burst into tears for some reason that I can't seem to define.
Just looking at the past makes me think and remember everything all over again, and miss it. And in front of everyone, I have to paste a smile on my face to show that I'm "OK." And as a result, I end up shirking a few duties. And some people are of no help at all.
By the time I arrived home this evening, I wanted to crash. I felt so tired and lonely.
Again, Hogi. Shut up. "Conquer it!"
Those quotable quotes our actors had scribbled in the margins of their scripts seem to have come in handy.
My headache's gone, but my head's spinning. I need to lie down.
you'LL be okay.. :)
ReplyDeletehey hogi, i hope things will be be better for you soon.
ReplyDeletei've experienced this. hay. like the feeling's so heavy, eh? i hate it.
ReplyDeleteoh, ate hogi.. *hugs*
Yeah, wala lang siguro ito. Thanks, Jhoi.
ReplyDeleteHope so. Thanks Mae.
ReplyDeleteBy the by, when are we meeting up with sila Lawyn and Kathy? Haven't seen any of you in ages. =)
Thanks, Sybs. *hugs back*
ReplyDeletewala yan, sos. ganyan talaga, mental problem tawag jan.meron din ako nyan. at alam kong alam mo un. mwahahaha. kung kasama kita, bibigyan kita ng hug, ang pinakamasarap na hug sa buong mundo, akin un. haha. pag umiyak ka, tatampalin kita. para naman may konting shift sa emotion. acheb anei!
ReplyDeleteaaaww hogs, i know what'll cheer u up... my tataka dancing moves w/ matching garbage plastic costume..wehehe - it never fails!;p it was nice seeing u again in national bkstore! see ya soon !
ReplyDeleteUy, ano na namang meron? Bakit problematic ang lahat?
ReplyDeleteSalamat, Mims. Isang malaking haliksusu para sa iyo. Lecheng pagka-shift nga lang yan, hahaha.
ReplyDeleteHahaha, I can imagine it right now! Thanks, that helped, hahaha! Hope to see you again soon, Ting! =)
ReplyDeleteEwan ko ba sa sarili ko. Bigla bigla na lang pumapasok sa utak ko ang mga hindi kailangan isipin. Zee, bakit bumabalik? Rawr...
ReplyDeletehaaay hogi...ganyan talaga ang buhay, parang life. buset minsan e, diba? but we have to just turn the other cheek and move on.
ReplyDeletebut hey, i'll always be here...with lot of hugs, virtual or otherwise :D
alam mo ate hogs gusto na kitang sakalin sabay yakap
ReplyDeleteBaka kasi dahil 5th run na ng Zsazsa! Hahahahaha! Walang koneksyon! Tae!
ReplyDeleteThanks Teens. More hugs to you. =)
ReplyDeleteHahaha, so the shoe is on the other foot. Gusto kong gawin yan dati sa isa pang tao eh. =)
ReplyDeleteHahaha, at anong konek nun? Hmmm... Oh well.
ReplyDeleteSa ngayon lang yan Teh! Kasi lagi mo syang nakikita. Pero paglipas ng mga araw, makakalimutan mo na ULIT sya! Hahaha! Ay nakalimutan mo nga ba? :D
ReplyDeleteMahirap na tanong yan, mare. Di ako nakakakalimot ng tao. Magtanong ka sa mga tau-tao diyan, hahaha. Sa sobrang pagka-sentimental ko, ganyan na ang inabot.
ReplyDeleteNaku, lilipas din yan. Just enjoy the moment pero, hmmmm... wag na lang mafall. Mahirap. Eh kung magmadre ka na lang kaya!?! Hahaha! Padre Amaro talaga ang kakalabasan ng love story nyo! Hahahahaha! Labyu, mare!
ReplyDeleteHahaha, naku, di bagay sakin ang madre no! Syet, kalokaaaa. Pano ko naman mae-enjoy kung ganito ang sitwasyon. Oh well, ganyan talaga ang buhay. Labyu rin, mare! =)
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